1-8-04

been some week, i tell you. started off w/ me quittin' groovin ground on mon. nt. man, i didn't mean to do it, but it was kind of dragged out of me. there were many reasons to quit. right now, i feel like i may continue if certain changes are made.

today i had a 4 foot hose w/ a scope on the end put up my butt and into my colon. wow- it was life-changing in a way- i never really consider that part of my body. it's a part of my body i should feel and get to know a little better. i wonder if a right-wing, christian upbringing contributed to the way i feel for my anus...

good lessons today. picked up a new student, and it feels like she's going to be really good. hannah and callie both got new guitars for christmas, which totally kicks ass! callie's is a martin backpacker, wow!

emilie, my cousin's, been stayin' here, when she's not hangin' w/ panda. talkin' 'bout life-changin'- panda's made me see the new lite- to go on the road and live in a bus, playin' music- that's what he does. man, is his bus somethin'. i've been around that guy a lot this week, and i just met him. he says he thinks of me, emilie, and russ as family. man, that's some special sauce...