1-30-02

whew - still havin' some kind of ulcer troubles. now, if you're reading this, you're probably thinking that you'd rather not hear about mo's ulcer troubles, but i suppose this is a journal, and it's chiefly on my mind right now. damn, feels hard to write a journal and not be too personal about it. i know what i'll do. or, at least consider it. seems like decent or even good ideas never come to fruition if the proper time and work ethic is not put into place. my idea is to finish that book i started 10 years ago about staying w/ harry buffalohead, renowned (at least in some circles) ponca indian singer who lived in ponca city, ok. i could drop the entries in this here little journal. now wouldn't that be somethin'?